Okay, it's seriously dead in here. I'm tempted to close up early. I came in at 2. I've had five customers. One at 2:21, one at 2:27, one at 3:45, one at 4:06, and one at 4:31. It is now 5:23 and no one has been in since the last person.

I want to go HOME /pout

...Somebody just drove pass blasting some sort of trance/techno >.> awesome.

I love when I hear things second- or third-hand.

Apparently my brother and his girlfriend broke up.

Lawl.

I honestly couldn't care less. Well, I do care, but only in that it makes me laugh. I don't care about what my brother is going through - he's a big boy. He can deal with a break-up without any damn hand-holding. If he can't, he's a bigger pussy than I thought.
Also, I never really cared a whole lot for Lucy, if only because my parents acknowledged her when they'll probably never acknowledge Julia. The bitter, petulent child in me is sticking his tongue out and going "neener neener neener~!" I'm pleased, because I'm the one in a relationship now, and even if my brother finds another girlfriend, I'm probably going to get married before he does.

I don't know why, but that alone makes me gloat |D Probably because my mother seemed to be convinced that I'd never find anybody who loves me for who and what I am, and I get to shove it in her face that I did find somebody who loves me without reservation, without doubt. I get to show her that I am capable of an intimate relationship, and that because of how I am, I found that person with very little trial-and-error.

Also: Pirate wedding.

idk what I want for Christmas...

Dewey asked me, and I couldn't think of anything, so I said sex.

idk. What do I want for Christmas?

Also, Dewey is looking for a good gender-neutral name. I suggested Jay, but it reminds her of Legendia =/ sad day.

We're house-sitting for my parents over Thanksgiving, so we're doing most of the moving then. Dewey's leaving on the 30th, but I'll be there on the 17th, so it's not too bad. Dewey's still being pouty, though...

Err...not much else going on, really...

You know how sometimes people on your friendslist post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out. (:

( Yay memes! )

-dances-

Julia's got me watching Merlin. We were watching it last night but the internet went out at around 2. We snuggled up, waiting for it to get back, but then we fell asleep. I woke back up at around 5 and took my contacts out and everything and set my alarm for 9 for work. When the alarm went off, I tried to reset it to 9:20 for more sleeps. I forgot to hit "OK" and I didn't wake up again until 10. Which is when I'm supposed to open the store. Cue flying around and getting out of the house in three minutes. Got to the store at 10:20 or so. Whoops. Oh well.

Also, it's cold.

And we bought stuffed animals at Target. Pengin the Blue Fur blue penguin and Moosey the Brown Moos brown moose. And we saw New Moon chocolates with ~cream filling~. Lawl. And ew. Stupid fucking Twilight. GTFO my Christmas candy.

Err. Thanksgiving is next week. Not sure what we'll be doing. Maybe baking or something. IDK. We can't cook.

...Still need to get the y-con pics up on Cylia...

( I FOUND A SHINY )

I would like to be asleep still, plzkthnx...

Uhg. I've got two full working days in a row. And I still feel crappy.

I went to the doctor yesterday. He said it's probably nothing to worry about, because I've been feeling symptoms for a while, so it'll probably clear up over the weekend. Meanwhile, I've got a lovely headache to deal with.

I've been having Julia practice drawing Lavi and Demyx. We may or may not start up a silly webcomic, with me writing and her drawing :3 Dunno yet. We keep talking about it, but it'll take some time to get going, either way.

I've still gotta do a bunch of things before the end of the month...
- Pack for the move back to my house
- Make a dentist appointment
- Pack for the move to Julia's house
- Contact CSUN about online courses
- BUY WARM CLOTHES

Man, I'm gonna freeze. It's only getting down into the 50's or so at night here and I'm already sleeping with long-sleeved shirts, sweats, and socks on >: Anybody have any tips for surviving a white Christmas? Things I honest-to-God need to invest in? I'm gonna be a Cali-boy popcicle if I'm not careful!

( Hey, new haircut! )

( Also, WoW screencaps )

Anyway, that's really it.

( Ramblings )

Okay, most of you know me well enough to understand that I'm not a very political person, and I usually could care less about things that don't concern me or those close to me.

However:

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED.

Congress and the Senate passed a bill that bans both private and public health insurance from covering abortions.

In other words: want an abortion? Pay it out of your own pocket, bitch!

I... I'm just... Augh.

I wanna fucking KILL something. This is so fucking stupid and misogynistic that...augh.

I FUCKING HATE AMERICA.

Got back from Y-con around 3 last night/this morning. Skipped class, obviously, because ohgod I needed sleep. Ended up dislocating my kneecap as I was trying to get into the house. It's a bit sore and puffy.

All in all, everything was pretty awesome. Once I get home again, I'll upload the few pictures I took to cylia_our_year. I've also gotta write a paper based on one of the panels we went to so I can get extra credit :3

I had the most fun at this con than I've ever had at any con, thanks to volunteering. I hope we can make it out there next year, too.

We've got a couple ideas for cosplaying next time. Eventually, we want to play Aziraphale and Crowley (Good Omens), but I may have to wait until after transitioning to do that. We also want to play Franz and Albert (Gankutsuou), which we may be able to do if we can get the crazy set up in time for whatever con we go to next. Dokuro-chan and Sakura-kun (Bokusatsu Tenshi) are on the list, as well as the main girls from Pretty Cure, but that's not going to happen until after transitioning, because I'll be in a friggin dress xD Ahh... When we get around to doing Azi and Crowley, we're going to do a skit, too, and Julia wants to make AMVs... I dunno.

I think that's it.

My mom told me I wasn't aggressive.

Wut?

She doesn't even know me xD

All my coaches have pointed out that I have a competitive drive. That's what they call aggression steered into a useful form. Hence, I am aggressive when it's useful.

My mother's an idiot.

Thankfully, though, we're getting the situation worked out with what we're going to do for half the year.

Dylan - is the apartment at San Jose thing for sure? Because if it is, we can work with that. If not, we gotta work with something else. We just need to know so we know what's going on and where we need to shuffle what we've got.

My last day of work: December 12th
Last day I'm in Cali: December 15th or 16th (not quite sure yet, but around there)

I'm gonna freeze... Also, I'm worried, because of the money and everything. This has gotten so convoluted now... I mean, I know everything is going to work out just fine, but...I still worry. This isn't working out like we had planned...

Things are going a little...sideways.

Julia still hasn't found a job, I still haven't found a new place to live.

Thanks to Julia's mom, though, we have a new plan.

Basically, we're moving back to New Hampshire. Julia will be flying back there at the end of November. I'll be able to go back after I'm done with classes, about December 15th, I think. As far as college goes...I think we'll be going to a state school out there. I'm not sure yet. We have a better chance of getting jobs out there, and we have a place to stay. We'll figure something out.

That's all I really know right now. Other than that, everything's fine. We've nearly got everything together for Yaoi-con. Just another week and a half. Should be fun.

Normally, I'm not given to ranting about things that have nothing to do with me, but this just...augh. I hate sexism.

6 panties "every woman should own"

Upside: Good tips for the people who need them.
Downside: "Every woman"? Fuck you and your sexist assumption that all women have a desire to look as sexy as possible. Ever think that some women just don't care? Or do you think that because they don't care, they can't possibly be "real women"? Go fuck a porcupine.

( In which I break down why this is stupid )

I'm done.

I need to debate more often. It makes me happy. Especially when I'm right |Db

Week's been going strangely. My boss's 7-year-old son came down with the Swine Flu earlier this week. Matt said he's getting better, but now both he and Yvette are sick (and I'm guessing Zach, too), so that sucks.

My vitamins made me throw up yesterday while I was driving. I didn't eat breakfast, so that's probably why. Had to puke into a ziploc bag and threw it in my little trashstash. It tasted and looked like the grapefruit juice I'd drank. Yum.

Tummy's been a little off today. I really need to stop skipping classes... Also, my shit's a lovely dark green, so that's fun. Considering both my multivitamins and my iron pills are green, that's probably why. My body's saying "FUCK YOU, EAT SOME REAL FOOD." IDK. I did something to my ankle, too. The pain comes and goes, but hurts worse the more I walk around, to the point I'm limping like House on a good day. I think I fucked up something when I was popping my ankle last night. It's been fucked up for a while, but it's never hurt like this, so...idk.

Lots of people are calling this place, demanding to know where their merch/money is. Yvette is pissing me off because this is all her fault and I'm the one stuck dealing with the brunt of it. "I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOUR SHIT IS BECAUSE MY BOSS IS RETARDED." Though, to be fair, one person was actually being a bitch. Yvette had talked to her before. So she's SOL. Whatever.

I hate my job.

We've got a hitchhiker for y-con. I just hope we have enough money for gas and buying shit at the con... And, y'know, making rent. >_>; I suppose Julia's parents can help out, but...yeah. It's one of those things where I feel bad because...yeah.

See, I've got this player that I've been using in my car in place of my broken radio, and it's portable, right? It's original use was for the iPod Mini, and well, I have one. So I decided, hey, since I'm gonna be at yaoi-con, I may as well use them both and bring some mooziks to the con.

Problem is, I think my iPod is either 2 GB or 4 GB - doesn't matter. Point is, I've only got 602 MB on there out of the nearly 10 GB of music - that's all I could find out of my stuff that seemed Y-con-worthy.

This is including both the original and commentary tracks of Dr. Horrible.

So, give me suggestions of what to download and add?

FYI, I've already got "Gay Bar," "Gay Boyfriend," "Do You Like Boys," "Erection," and "Naughty H," which I think are all pretty standard for a fag-con ♥

( full list, coz I'm bored... )

Okay, I'm done. And my fingers hurt and are compulsively hitting the shift key >_>;;

Julia's got me watching Dollhouse.

God, I love mindfuckery shows.

And Joss Whedon. I ♥ Joss.

I got bored, so I searched YouTube for the DGM dub clips...

Lavi's VA
I guess it's not too bad. I mean, Lavi does kinda look like a stoner, so a stoner voice isn't too out of place...

On the other hand, Kanda's VA?

.../BRB LOL'ING FOREVER

We got foodstamps |D

We should be fine now. All we have to pay for outside rent and gas now is toiletries - stuff like toothpaste and shampoo and conditioner and soap and that fun stuff. Shouldn't be too bad. The worker helping us was really nice and got us sorted out with our weird situation and everything. All we've gotta do now is mail some copies of stuff in, and we'll be all set (even though we've got the card for it anyway).

Also: Brownies are delicious~

CYLIA IS 1 YEAR OLD 8D

We're spending our anniversary going to my class, then picking up food stamps, then cashing Dewey's checks.

Then we're baking brownies and spending the rest of the day nekkid (or very nearly) 8D

I said I wouldn't tell.

Julia and I are watching Pretty Cure.

...It was Julia's idea.

ohgod magical girl anime D:

why am I enjoying this ohgod

I ship Nagisa/Honoka D|




Julia: What's with all the sad faces, you loser?

My girlfriend loves me >_>


EDIT: JULIA MADE ME SPITTAKE WHATTHEHELL It was only a drop, but still!

;-;